I love you
Your skin in the rain, sunlight in your eyes
Forgot how to panic, I'll go wherever you go
On different doses of Xanax
Still don't know how far I drove
Memories are vague, how did I survive?
I find the advantage of a damaged frontal lobe
I struggle to understand it
Understand that's how it goes
Stars talk to the planets as they're dancing into motion
I promoted damaged now I'm managing emotions
Been stuck in a fantasy, ain't plan to see psychosis
I never claimed sanity when my hands were your throat is
Open
Your eyes before I close them
How can I break barriers down if you never show them
Shit just gets way scarier when they're out in the open
I like when you barrier the so deep they can't get broken
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Cigarettes, new daydreams of things I hate to dream
They're fucking make believe
And still I can't forget all the things in which you said to me
A new one every week, and still there's
Cigarettes, new daydreams of things I hate to dream
They're fucking make believe
And still I can't forget l the things in which you said to me
A new one every week
Can you tell me why is it hard to think
There's a part of me that I held inside
Is it difficult just to listen to a compelling lie
And it makes more sense just to hate that bitch from a healthy side
Lied to myself because I knew it'd help, If I felt she died
Well it must be nice
Can you say the same?
Spent a month or five on the cusp of change
I've been stuck inside for a hundred days
With the butterflies from the stomach pains
And the doves that fly in front of my face
Doves that fly in front of my face