Too busy keeping my pride
Too busy being alive
Running around
I couldn't pick up the phone
You wasn't asking for much
Cept to come hang
Busting out show after show
You gave support for my dreams
Going insane
I found a reason to love
You never got it enough
And I couldn't see
Was it the music or was I afraid?
Wanted to prove I could be what you saw
Why the fuck did I let it all get to my head?
You tried to move as a team from the jump
I tried to fight it and do it alone
Partially stemmed from a point but
I partially hated the shit that you always was on
Maybe I'm jealous a bit
Maybe I wanted to be you but kept it inside
Wanted to fight you the day that
I found out you did what you did
And Eliza had cried
Feeling her heavy I wanted a future
Until I found out who she wanted to see
Had to get out of my feelings
We brothers
And that ain't gon change I had let just be
Knew you since we was some kids
With you the day there was funk
Amost got jumped
With you before you met Dez
She was the reason
You really learned how to feel love
Things I could never just say
Moments I wish I could change
Thoughts that I hid
I would give everything gained to get back all the memories
Surfacing through all the tears