I spent way too much time in my head, now I'm lost In an abyss of pain and misery, where I hate myself I spent way too much time in my head, now I'm lost In an abyss of pain and misery, where I hate myself I hate myself cause you should be in my arms right now But the demon on my shoulder got control of me now Cause I've been dead inside for so fucking long Don't think I can love anyone anymore But somehow you find you way into my brain Maybe you you're the key to ending my pain cause I be back on these drugs again But I see that it's the only escape From my demons And from yours as well I spent way too much time in my head, now I'm lost In an abyss of pain and misery, where I hate myself I spent way too much time in my head, now I'm lost In an abyss of pain and misery, where I hate myself My heart broke, when I saw u kissing that guy, shit I guess that's my punishment for not shooting my shot, yeah My phone so dry, I don't know why You still running laps in my head But I'm Hoping you can hit me up instead I spent way too much time in my head, now I'm lost In an abyss of pain and misery, where I hate myself I spent way too much time in my head, now I'm lost In an abyss of pain and misery, where I hate myself