Spinnin' my wheels all in my feels Disconnected from resurrection no chill He paid the bills for my cheap thrills Learned the lessons never expected they could kill Spinnin my wheels. Man I should be used to this Fallen again, I've been rendered useless Hasn't been a week or two since got the cure forgot to do penance Pitiful life so hard to do right. devils defeated it's me that I fight Me I despise. Don't need a disguise Been broken down stranded man I needed a ride And He gave me that but I threw it back look at where I'm at Same place that I started, maybe a little bit farther from my father Nothing to barter nothing to trade gave it all away Moment of weakness leaving me speechless dazed stuck in maze Like I'm tazed every single time I get a taste Shocked stupid kind of loopy I can't feel my face This is not a weekend for vegans I really need That lamb I can see that beacon I'm thinking I really need a hand And I had a plan... but it wasn't his Going nowhere fast watching my wheels spin Spinnin' my wheels all in my feels Disconnected from resurrection no chill He paid the bills for my cheap thrills Learned the lessons never expected they could kill These very merry go rounds seem like they're always bound To let me down. The jokes on me I can be the biggest clown I can be the biggest fool I can be the biggest tool Plagiarism at its finest stealing credit due From the almighty He's writing every word I'm citing I have no clue why I'm fighting giving Him time talent and tithing Why do I keep inviting these problems it seems exciting Crash course living these worlds keep on colliding It never seems to rest... just cant escape the flesh So I stay strapped with sacraments to my death Right to my last minute He canceled my life sentence And when I get in my feelings with Him... I am strengthened I am clinchin' on His every promise And I didn't have witness it or touch him like St. Thomas So Imma keep it honest 1 hunnid wanna know who God is? You frontin' Keep on his track if you trying to stay out that gauntlet Yeah