Sometimes I wander left feeling alone One foot then the other undercover drone Tell me why does this feeling suggest that I'm failing to score When in reality I am up to my knees in gold Why must you ride my shoulders now Convince me that it's over Black clouds of weight and worry My golden sun why won't you rise I feel loss - around the bend And if I cross, tell me when I feel loss - around the bend My chemicals, conspiring All acts of aggression are bound to the soul Along the way somebody lost control Yet Here I stand gleaming gems in my hand and I don't know If I'll ever be shining as bright as my diamonds glow A little lighter when I'm running away Red river surrounded by a forest bouquet Paradise don't say it's over now why do you tempt my conscience Back to the bubble of restrictive fame