Not a day goes by I don't think about dying I pray about it every night Try to count my blessings But you rank the highest You don't even have to try I said it over and over again There on the floor that night and I meant it I'm getting older I know I've been The only wreck that you won't abandon On my worst nights It was you who got me through it all The only reason I get back up Every time I fall Oh, I hesitate less Than I ever did before If I'm gonna die I know it's you that I'm living for Trying real hard to be present But I want what I can't see I pray about it all the time Chasing highs and hitting lows While you're right here in front of me I might as well be blind I said it over and over again There on the floor that night and I meant it I'm getting older I know I've been The only wreck that you won't abandon On my worst nights It was you who got me through it all The only reason I get back up Every time I fall Oh, I hesitate less than I Ever did before If I'm gonna die I know it's you that I'm living for Oh it's you that I'm living for Pick me up when I hit the floor I don't know what I would do without Would do without you On my worst nights It was you who got me through it all The only reason I get back up Every time I fall Oh, I hesitate less than I Ever did before If I'm gonna die I know it's you that I'm living for That I'm living for That I'm living for That I'm living for That I'm living for