And I'm so sick And tired Of waking up with you Not by my side And I fight the urge to Fall asleep in the daylight There's nothing you can say to me That'd make me feel ok to be Inside my skin inside my heart I know I'm flawed But I fall apart And I hate the way I look I wanna Crawl Outside my skin Looking in the mirror and I see I don't wanna live I just wanna forget I just wanna forget I just wanna forget I just wanna forget I just wanna forget I just wanna forget I just wanna forget I don't wanna live I don't wanna live I just wanna forget I just wanna forget And I'm so sick And tired Of waking up with you Not by my side And I fight the urge to Fall asleep in the daylight There's nothing you can say to me That'd make me feel ok to be Insidе my skin inside my heart I know I'm flawed But I fall apart