I'm searching, I'm searching for a universe
Where we can be something more than friends
But I don't know you like you know me
You felt every surface but my skin
I'm searching, I'm searching for your hand, your hand, your hand
I'm terrified you know my name
And I never pick up when you call me, call me, call me, call me, baby
Still dreaming at night of all those rings
And every day you call me just to hear me say
"Hello, hello, hello, hello"
And I ain't picking up for nothing, you already know, you know
So please just let me go
Busy signal beat through my mistakes
Dial tone, hold you through your milestones
Service disconnected, didn't get the message
Star six-seven if you're feeling reckless
Change, change, change, all I felt was change
Everything to nothing, everything was nothing
Can't maintain, I been feeling strange
Wonder who she fucking, wonder who she loving
Pace through the cracks, I was small for the ones
Break with my back to the wall just for once
Backed into a corner that I hollowed out
Point of no return, it ain't no talk it out
I'm searching, I'm searching for a universe
Where we can be something more than friends
But I don't know you like you know me
You felt every surface but my skin
Black point, fever dreams
Reflection twisted, I'm ghosted
I rock the boat then you rock the boat
But I bet you're sicker than motions
Knock, knock, knock out my window
Cop, never let you in with them notions
But I set you into them motions
All restless with them emotions
I said it then and I meant it then, so it's fucking right
Let the needle skip
Call my next of kin, it's 11:10 on a Wednesday night
Let me sleep my shit
Batter, batter, just a rung up in a ladder
Where I can tell you how I'm sorry
Honestly that shit don't matt-