Yeah, yeah, what See I been tryna get clean I wonder if she's proud of me See I been tryna get clean for those around me 'Cause there's nothing within me worth protecting Fuck a shield 'cause there's nothing worth protecting You was the one thing that always kept me going now it's gone I can't do it for myself No I can't do it for myself I don't think I'm worthy of her help I don't think I'm worthy of this good help I think it's been long past due Always thought it'd be me before you I wonder if you'd tell me I'm proud of you See I been tryna get clean I won't burden anybody else but me I wonder if she's proud of me I still always wonder if she's proud of me I never felt bliss enough The tip of my tongue to the bottom of my toes Heaven Blasting through God himself through no-one but me Yeah I been tryna get clean See I been tryna get clean See I been tryna get clean I won't burden anyone else but me (just me, just me) I wonder if she's proud of me I still always wonder if she's proud of me