I've been gone so long, feels like I forgot ♪ I've been gone so long, do they know I'm gone? (Do they know I'm gone?) Couple thousand on the highway Can't recall the last convo on the driveway Was it summer, was it spring, was it fall? Was I getting too attached When the trauma got involved? Saw my first snowfall at the old place Mountain drives, all the time, kept my soul based Hour trip to your grandmas house Sweet tea from the fridge, on a worn out couch So comfy, that's a metaphor, I know it is You took a trip to Cali, my anxiety was growing quick Paranoid of the world around me Couldn't even keep calm on a family outing, ah Therapy sessions, I finally made it back But honestly it was too late for that You moved on before I moved out Now the distance between us is Something that I always think about I've been gone so long, feels like I forgot I forgot, but I'm really lying Been gone for so long, why am I like this? I've been searching wide, for what isn't bought Lotta money, but I can't buy it Looking dumb every time so I'm done trying, yeah I wish I found a way to be there all along I've been gone so long, do they know I'm gone? (Do they know I'm gone?)