(Aidanhanbeats)
(Siempark)
Where to begin, sun your skin, satin kissing it
Wait till the end, need a friend, no one listening
Never hit me up up, even when I'm down, uh
Singing life suck, it's the most beautiful sound
I'm not myself, I'm not myself today, ye ye
I'm someone else, I'm someone else today, ye ye
I'm by myself, I'm by myself, everyday
I need no help, ye I need no help, okay
Nobody invite me, I don't think they like me
It's okay I'll be gone soon, You won't find no one like me
I think that Imma die soon, I'm more of my own threat
I don't know who to talk to, I used to have an outlet
You won't find no one like me, I guess that's the point though
My vision icy, dilate my pupils, can you turn off the lights please
It's way too bright it burns, still nobody beside me
Nobody besides me
I ain't tryna cry again, still sitting in your driveway
Wishing I could blame you but I know that it's all my mistakes
March 2nd won't forget it, the day I had a heartbeat every minute
Identify, I'm craving cyanide pills, wanna end it all
See the tree up on the hill, but I fall flat in the grass and remember
If no one answers the door don't enter
Suicide, I been losing my mind
I can't take a life, even if it's just mine
But as the days pass I been asking for guidance
Seeking for meaning someday Imma find it
Nah, nah
Nah, nah
Where to begin, sun your skin, satin kissing it
Wait till the end, need a friend, no one listening
Never hit me up up, even when I'm down, uh
Singing life suck, it's the most beautiful sound
I never been blinded by love, like I was when I met you
I couldn't fall asleep before I text you, ye
Sending love notes, and selfies, my sign language sucks
But lately, the mountain is clear in the morning
Days kind of slow, kind of boring anyways
Wrote two songs in the evening, ye
Hope you hear the songs that I'm speaking about you
Maybe I been in my room too much
Expecting changes when I'm still who I once was
Where to begin, sun your skin, satin kissing it
Wait till the end, need a friend, no one listening
Never hit me up up, even when I'm down, uh
Singing life suck, it's the most beautiful sound