I try my best but I'm still fucking it up
Your scent is poison and it's fucking my lungs
The thought of trying makes me wanna give up
Try to do everything but it's not enough
I need a hand, just a little reinforcement
Cuz I'd do anything to make you feel important
Show you that your special
I tried and you ignore it
I been lying and you know it
The love is lying dormant
I hate waking up
And not knowing my importance
The effort isn't showing
The hate is getting potent
Can't look up at the clock
My time is getting shortened
I been fighting for my life
Wondering when the fuck they'll notice
Tryna open the doors, can't find an escape
Maybе it's karma or maybe it's fate
Start to think I'm the problеm
And I shoulda changed
I wanted things and I got them
But I'm still the same
I wanted to be someone you could depend on
Someone to be there
When you need a hand or something else
A shoulder to cry on when you're not well
I wanted to be that, can you believe that?
After everything I've done
But I could never be that, am I dumb?
I been shooting for the moon, stars, and the sun
And I will do it again
I try my best but I'm still fucking it up
Your scent is poison and it's fucking my lungs
The thought of trying makes me wanna give up
Try to do everything but it's not enough
I need a hand, just a little reinforcement
Cuz I'd do anything to make you feel important
Show you that your special
I tried and you ignore it
I been lying and you know it
The love is lying dormant
I hate waking up
And not knowing my importance
The effort isn't showing
The hate is getting potent
Can't look up at the clock
My time is getting shortened
I been fighting for my life
Wondering when the fuck they'll notice