Rolling thru my contact list Not much I been contact with Some I lost to death And some of them I had to call the quits Heard that's life I guess I keep on rolling I never bow my head Almost lost my spirit to a bitch I'll never love again Keep rolling by No one ever dies I see my uncle thru my nephew eyes Cancer ate him alive Died straight up on Chris birthday Had me doing soul searchin' Death makes you a brand new person Are you gon fall victim I thought every thought nigga Fucked every broad nigga Pussy only temporary Doing what's just necessary Said I'll write song about you Angels everywhere my grandma tell they all around you Talking to my dad I know he broken imma product of you This shit is so deep rooted Use to try to skim thru it Bedjin showed me how to do it Wished it could of worked out hmmm But it made me more in tune Should of spoke to her that day Fuck I'm holding grudges for? If she called my phone I'll prolly pick up have a convo too You don't ever know when someone gotta leave the earth and go So I say I'm sorry I cant die with a tainted soul So I say I'm sorry I cant die with a tainted soul Time going by Always resting on my mind I always pray to god I make it out by 25 Bitch niggas wanna see me in the dirt And take my life Why you tryna go to war with bitches ion like Keep rolling by Gave my cousin money Next day now he acting funny They say family matters But I doubt he ever loved me Making sacrifices just to take care of my mummy So much on my mind Only liquor in my stomach I can't stomach Run for cover Every nigga have his moment I just fucked that bitch Got my nut and then I off'd it So why I'm so surprised that Magana blocked my number? Maybe that's my karma Don't you touch her you don't love her God keep on laughing at me has a sense of humor I pay for my sins then I go and get a new one Imma different nigga when I'm under the influence They say pussy kills you but I think I love it too much Meezy that's my brother He ain't have to do me like that You said you need time Told me that you coming right back They told me understand your perspective I understood that But when it came to me it's now different I didn't like that And you so hard headed couldn't even say you sorry It wasn't bout the music, but about the morality You don't leave your brother behind that's what you told me I spent bands on you just to make sure we all eat I did deep diving just to make sure we ain't all sink I put VB on my back like a jersey 10 hour session put my faith all up on Louie He don't understand all the days he got me thru it Tears on my face But then tears they kept my moving But now I'm looking back I'm happy we went all thru this They tried to kill a nigga spirit I ain't let 'em do it My life is like the book of job My faith too strong to kill me I lost so much but I always gained plenty The road of a righteous man Ain't never been easy But if I don't do this shit ain't nobody gon teach me