All the things that you said Aimed to mess with my head I don't wanna believe me But I know that I'm mislead All the mess that you made Shame to test me and my faith I don't wanna be played Don't wanna be mislaid I knew your secrets all along And I grew the plants of your sins for so long Conversation with my heart and my brain Your sedation will no more kill my pain I don't wanna leave you I want it to be good Cause I'm not strong Cause I fear solitude You knew my secrets all along And you threw the seeds of your sins for so long Contradiction in my heart and my brain Your addiction contributes to my pain