Up and down Up and down just to see you smile with a cup of tea I've seen better days I've seen better days Today I thought about giving up Given up on me, but the comfort still remains A walk in the rain passing by your window, I asked myself, "is she dead?" Holding you in my arms crying in the rain, I said nothing I woke up by a phone call from my mom, I tried not to cry Say to me it's okay, she said it's okay Then I remembered that I saw your eyes and not the rain Your family cried, your friends all cried, I finally cried when I realized what love is Sitting on the bathroom floor asking "why?" I think your stronger for wanting to stay alive All of the sudden I thought you were leaving, didn't you know you gave me something to believe in? You kept me breathing when my times were down The last time I saw you I took a good look at the sky And you told me something I should have said something Then I remembered that I saw your eyes and not the rain Your family cried, your friends all cried, I finally cried when I realized what love is Sitting on the bathroom floor asking "why?" I think your stronger for wanting to stay alive