I kid myself! ♪ Bring it on! ♪ Afraid to turn, But I did and met no maker at all. Only instead, reflections of a rippled self. ♪ I may at last see myself as good, In a neutral pond unbiased and real, Depicting only what is true (what is true). A distortion my hand has forced, I have created the wake. I may at last see myself as good. Paint a false, paint a false scenario (scenario). ♪ My life has been a breach of contract and faith. I kid myself. I kid myself. I kid myself. ♪ Moving through self degradation. I turn to you for appreciation. So help me to help myself. So help me to love myself.