No I don't know how good I am I'm just unable to sense All I stand for, all I stand for So often I am on the brink But then I set in to rethink What I'm up to, how I appeal to them So in the end and finally I need No more to wait and see To prosper and succeed It's so nigh, it's so nigh, it's so nigh but so far And always I'm feeling under par And I sigh 'cause I don't have the gall to do Whatever comes up to me It's so nigh, it's so nigh, it's so nigh but so far And always I'm feeling under par And I sigh 'cause I don't don't dare at all to do Seems I am the odd one out No one can allay these doubts Where it takes me, where it takes me So in the end and finally I need The self-esteem indeed To prosper and succeed It's so nigh, it's so nigh, it's so nigh but so far And always I'm feeling under par And I sigh 'cause I don't have the gall to do Whatever comes up to me It's so nigh, it's so nigh, it's so nigh but so far And always I'm feeling under par And I sigh 'cause I don't don't dare at all to do Whatever comes up to Imagine how it aches Feeling out of place Born to be a shadow of oneself I don't wake up, no not even I awake When land begins to tremble And sky begins to storm It's so nigh, it's so nigh, it's so nigh but so far And always I'm feeling under par And I sigh 'cause I don't have the gall to do Whatever comes up to me It's so nigh, it's so nigh, it's so nigh but so far And always I'm feeling under par And I sigh 'cause I don't don't dare at all to do Whatever comes up to me