So you told me this is over now
I knew it was coming but I did not think
It would be this soon
So I asked myself what did I wrong
Or what could I've made
To change your mind even that I know it's no choice
Starting to fall into the abyss
...
Hey I need you now
...
Yes, I
Wanted to pretend
Even if it's toxic tho
And I
Need to find an end in this
I'm too close to the edge right now
I can't trust myself no more
So months have passed there was no change
I got drunk and ignored the pain
A lullaby
For an insane mind
So I tried to cut off everything but where I look just memories
I'm stumbling through the darkness nothing to hold on
Still stuck in this deadly abyss
I still need you now
Yeah you ask why I hate you but what exactly is this hate
It is unrejected love and thinking that it's not too late
Everyday I say it's not fair and I know it's not in vain
But why the fuck am I sitting drunk in this blue room full of pain
...
Hey, it's me
I just wanted to call and tell you that
I can't do this anymore, I'm sorry
This has to end right now
Good night...
...
Yes, I don't need to pretend
No more
And I
Finally found an end in this still to close to the edge right now
But I trust myself so I can live
I don't need you now
I don't need you now