Playing games with my mind Thoughts of happiness left behind Can't distinguish what is real Paranoia is all that I feel Behind these walls of madness I hide Afraid to face what's outside My life is slowly falling apart My worlds end will soon start When will my suffering end? Insane thoughts run through my head When I die I will be free Until then this horror I see I can't go on living life this way Getting worse and worse now everyday These twisted thoughts keep entering my mind I wish I'd die and leave them all behind