Feels like my soul is corrupted Like it's been broken and clustered Lying in rubble, confined to a bubble, in danger of being disrupted I wonder if it would all hurt less If I could just bring to the surface All of the agony dragging me down and be able to manage the crack in my furnace For I have been burning Carrying stacks of this burden Though I've been working on what I'm learning I couldn't give it up for what I'm earning I've been a dreamer since I knew what a dream was Since I grew and have seen lots Since I flew to forever and followed the sun and its' beaming I've been lost But you came and found me Dug out the emotional wreckage around me You were the rock that was tying me down When I needed to fly you stood by to re-ground me You helped me gather my crisis Soon as you batted your eyelids Now it's just you and me in the end Fighting together and shattering diamonds Everything's scary and dark I fear it'll tear me apart Losing my bearings but I've still got a lot to deal with I'm ready to call it in place I usually fall on my face Losing my patience but I've still got a lot to give it I'm pulling myself together I'm pulling myself together I'm putting it all behind these walls before the water drowns me I'm pulling myself together I'm pulling myself together I'm saving myself before it all builds up and falls around me I used to be brittle and cold And never could fit in the mold They told me to flow with the river and go with it 'til it delivers my soul I never grew up right Was always abandoned and snubbed like My family couldn't get love right I was shoved in a jar and stuck tight But I never wanted this journey Suddenly coming to hurt me Something is bubbling up and it's gonna become the new version and turn me To someone who's different to me Isn't how people envisioned I'd be Chipping away at the image inside of this perfect imprisonment given to me This prism has failed, the system is flawed This isn't the way that I wish to be formed I'll change what I was and I'll live for a cause That is saving the day from the shit that I brought It's my fault, should have been wisest This time I'll do it alright cause I'm ready for you and me baby to shine in the future as true as these diamonds Everything's scary and dark I fear it'll tear me apart Losing my bearings but I've still got a lot to deal with I'm ready to call it in place I usually fall on my face Losing my patience but I've still got a lot to give it I'm pulling myself together I'm pulling myself together I'm putting it all behind these walls before the water drowns me I'm pulling myself together I'm pulling myself together I'm saving myself before it all builds up and falls around me I don't need you to respect me I respect me I don't need you to love me I love me But i want you to know you could know me If you change your mind If you change your mind If you change your mind If you change your mind If I could change your mind If I could change your mind If I could change it then I could love myself again If I could change your mind Why don't you change your mind If I could change it then I could love myself again If I could change your mind If I could change your mind If I could change it then I could love myself again If I could change your mind Why don't you change your mind If I could change it then I could love myself again Again, again I could love myself again Everything's scary and dark I fear it'll tear me apart Losing my bearings but I've still got a lot to deal with I'm ready to call it in place I usually fall on my face Losing my patience but I've still got a lot to give it I'm pulling myself together I'm pulling myself together I'm putting it all behind these walls before the water drowns me I'm pulling myself together I'm pulling myself together I'm saving myself before it all builds up and falls around me