Failure seems a fair excuse Now I'm here in it I can't lie to myself, when I'm all alone And in my bedroom in the dark I lie there suffering covered up And I lie awake Think about my being And I can't correct myself When I'm fallin' low I can't call for help In my head. And in my bedroom in the dark I lie there suffering covered up And I lie awake And think about my being This is a mess an ireversible mess, built in myself, 'Cause I thought it was right This is a mess an ireversible mess, built in myself, 'Cause I thought it was right And in my bedroom in the dark I lie there suffering covered up And I lie awake And think about my being This is a mess an ireversible mess, built in myself, 'Cause I thought it was right This is a mess an ireversible mess, built in myself, 'Cause I thought it was I thought it was right I thought it was right I thought it was right Yeah I thought it was