It's so hard to take off when the stress going Lights stay on rockstars gotta keep rolling I don't why, got these demons that I can't shake I just need time, with these butterflies and bandaids All these voices they keep playing with head (with my head) So alive but I be feeling close to dead (close to dead) One shot I've been playing with the lead (with the lead) Talking to me I dont know what you said Know me, don't breathe, had to keep that shit low key No sleep, lonely (lonely) 'cause I had to watch what I keep I was praying to priеst (priest) nobody praying for me (that's facts) All I had was bandaids needed to watch thе bleeds It's so hard to take off when the stress going Lights stay on rockstars gotta keep rolling I don't why, got these demons that I can't shake I just need time, with these butterflies and bandaids It's so hard to take off when the stress going Lights stay on rockstars gotta keep rolling I don't why, got these demons that I can't shake I just need time, with these butterflies and bandaids Everyday I'm getting closer to the edge (to the edge) Don't got time for the bull but I keep on seeing red (seeing red) One thirty, not worthy I'm still laying in my bed (ah) Five thirty, know its early but I need to take the meds 'cause I feel like I did this on my own Got me on both sides I don't know where to go And I know I won't lie it's eating at my bones Got me in both tides I'm looking for the coast, yeah It's so hard to take off when the stress going Lights stay on rockstars gotta keep rolling I don't why, got these demons that I can't shake I just need time, with these butterflies and bandaids It's so hard to take off when the stress going Lights stay on rockstars gotta keep rolling I don't why, got these demons that I can't shake I just need time, with these butterflies and bandaids