I held back, you said your piece 'Cause I just didn't have the guts to let you fall But I was dead wrong, I bet you're still crying out I bet the shoe still fits I bet you haven't changed one bit Another drunk night, stuck alone with your thoughts You were the weight that held me back But you can blame me if you want to I don't feel the things I felt back then And I don't want to let you fall But this is cutting me open But now I've gone too far It's not right to drag you for another year But when I bring it up, I choke And let you walk all over me I held back, you said your piece 'Cause I just didn't have the guts to let you fall But I was dead wrong, I bet you're still crying out I bet the shoe still fits I bet you haven't changed one bit Another drunk night, stuck alone with your thoughts You were the weight that held me back But you can blame me if you want to I wish you'd still think of when You said it'd be permanent When you said it's me and not your friends Well, the side you took said everything That's when it all changed for me When the lights came on (changed for me) The cold had left, I could hear you calling But I just kept my head on straight Didn't let you in, braced myself For the makeshift lines, I said I don't feel the things I felt back then 'Cause you're not you anymore I held back, you said your piece 'Cause I just didn't have the guts to let you fall But I was dead wrong, I bet you're still crying out I bet the shoe still fits I bet you haven't changed one bit Another drunk night, stuck alone with your thoughts You were the weight that held me back But you can blame me if you want to