The greenery looked charming until I breathed in the pesticides Now something mean is growing in my body It burns. It turns all my closest friends into enemies What's so sad is you died laughing alone I know this world keeps spinning without you in it Every midnight I say your name three times in the bathroom mirror In candlelight to see you here Beneath the bark dust is where you sleep I am the invisible man with baggage to keep Roller coaster. Obnoxiously nauseous I swear I'm sober, but I'll kiss the bottle when it's over Endless winding road I know this world keeps spinning without you in it Every midnight I say your name three times in the bathroom mirror In candlelight to see you here