I'ma live it up for all the days I was gone
I'ma run it up just to prove them all wrong
Always Dazing in class, I was unfocused
Teacher yelling at me saying that I should focus
Everyone's a clone while I'm on my own shit
I'm feeling so lonely, can anyone notice
I took these pills to hide my emotions
I took those pills and I started eroding
I needed something to put me in motion
I found a passion, it gave me a purpose
Tides get so rough it feels like I'm surfing
My heart got so broken, I needed a surgeon
Hit a dead end so I started turning
I should have assumed that you wouldn't be worth it
She say she love me but don't know the meaning
Right when I wake up, I'm fighting demons
Had to find me a reason Just to keep breathing
Now that I'm winning, they think that I cheated
But maybe I did 'cause I got the code
No one gave it to me though, had to think on my own
I been on the road tryn' to stay me alone for my own sake
I'm tryna re-think my role
Everyone's in a cycle
They think that I'm psycho
The way that I'm talking
Your lives are recycled but
I mean it, I mean it, why can't, no one see it
I ate so many shrooms that I figured out the secrets
All of us have meanings, just find your key and keep it
I got higher than the ceiling just to figure out my reason
I can't tell you the all the answers I'm still learning as I'm teaching
But if Jesus was on earth, would he share all of his secrets
I been under the stars
Thinking and staring out far before I fade off to dark
I'm tryna leave me a mark
So I'ma go in like nobody did
I'm aiming towards Kanye and all of those kings
Like I'm yak Kodak black, I put soul in this shit
Run it back until I make it, got a goal in this bitch, yeah