Okay, I been missing you,
No way you been missing me
I see you in my dreams, I want your company
Reminiscing bout those nights, you were lying next to me
You were lying straight to me
I fucked up, too much, and I lost your love I guess
Mama said don't trust your friends, but now I know I guess
These drugs don't seem to work
Always leave me in a mess
Withdrawals got me feeling stressed
Fucked my ex
Fuck her and fuck her
Not just cause I fucked her, fucked her, but it's what she did to me
So I yell out, fuck her, even tho deep down I think I love her
Pop pills to forget about her don't think can forget about her
What my eyes seen
Can't forget about it
An my ex bitch mad cus I left her on read
Cut theres one still stuck in my head
But fuck em both cus right now, nigga chasing the bread
I needed some help, I needed a hand
They left me for dead
A closed heart, but you opened your legs
She crazy, she crazy, she crazy
Take a lot of shit to the heart cause they left me in the dark
I ain't big on friends
Fuck it, pass me the glizzy
Diamonds bustin' like Izzy through the Sony on the lens
Carrot candle, no flame
Ain't no timeouts in the game, bitches choosing for the motion
She was thinking I was asleep
How did you me do so creep
I had my eyes wide open
It's been really hard to trust again
Take it slow, I ain't even tryna rush again
Back door game, checkmate, get a flush again
Same nigga saying they untouchable, got touched again
I don't need closure, I need medication
No closure, I ain't chasing no explanation
With your chest, no period, add exclamation
On the road to riches, only God know my destination
He knows my destination
I'm just tryna make it there
I'm just tryna make it there
I wanted you bad, but bitch, you a dog
You say it with love, ain't feel it enough
Don't feel it enough
So I gave my heart to the plug
Catching no feelings at first was fun
Just you were my gun, what happened to us
What happened to us
I fell in love, no
Past a shit, you keep bringing it up
These bitches I fucked, really don't know how to adjust
Don't know how to adjust
Gotta loosen all up,
I gave my heart to the plug
Let me buy some more
Ima dope fiend baby I want some more
I want my wok I gotta score
Just tryna say you played me babe
I tried to play you first I guess
But who ever tried to hurt first gets it worse in the end
That's karma man
I wish I learned those lessons way before I played those hands
But I don't even care
I been on a mission
And I been getting there
Every fall I take is just a lesson not despair
Work harder and harder
So one day I'll be there
Work harder and harder
I know I'll soon be there
I feel like shit let me start with that
I been going through to much this week and that's a fact
This is universe can't relax on me it loves attack
Spit on me well bitch I'm spitting back
Take a hit at me well bitch I'm swinging back
Anything to ease my mind let me get that