Don't ask how I know, I know
Scrolling too far on my phone
When I saw something that changed my perspective
I always thought of you as cold
I was someone you'd outgrown
I guess heartbreak made me inattentive
Winner, villain, victor
You pulled rugs from the injured
In the end that's how I'll always know you
But that's how your friends know me
There are cities I've convinced myself I've been to
There are people I am certain tattooed me blue
My mind deceives me
Especially when it comes to you
I never thought it would hurt you to lose me, too
We wrote our stories, but they're wrong
Ignoring all the pain we caused
You threw us out, but I'd let us go rotten
Now I'm imagining you
Rehearsing in your room
"We no longer having things in common,"
Even though we never did
Winner, villain, victor
You'd shoot then play the victim
In the end that's how I'll always know you
And that's how your friends know me
There are cities I've convinced myself I've been to
There are people I am certain tattooed me blue
My mind deceives me
Especially when it comes to you
I never thought it would hurt you to lose me
I found this out on my own
And I'll sit with it alone
No use in grabbing at the wind
To think all that time ago
When you dealt me my worst blow
You didn't hit trying to win
Cause someone can love you and still say goodbye
And I might be on my deathbed still wondering why
I didn't see it coming this time
But though you walked away, we'll be fine
There are cities I've convinced myself I've been to
There are people I am certain tattooed me blue
My mind deceives me
Especially when it comes to you
I never thought it would hurt you to lose me, too
There are books that I've read twice but still can't recall
I tend to love important people, then I feel small
I still know nothing
But now I know one thing new
I guess it had to have hurt you to lose me, too