You were walking in while I was walking out
I know I should be bulletproof by now
But I took one to the heart
The second I saw your face
How's your dad? How's your brother and how's your mom?
You were talking like it didn't hurt you at all
Said it was nice catching up
But I wanted to say
How are you better than you've ever been?
How are you not dying just a little bit?
I'm just trying to figure out
How are you so happy now?
How are you going out and having fun?
How are you, oh, how are you not still in love?
But I bit my tongue and just smiled
Said, "I'm good, that is been a while, how are you?"
It was just a coping mechanism
Acting fine and like my stomach wasn't upside down
Like my world has been
Since you haven't been in it (mhm)
And I wish you knew how bad it hurt to lie
Looking at you looking in my eyes
If the roles were reversed
I'd be the first to say
How are you better than you've ever been?
How are you not dying just a little bit?
I'm just trying to figure out
How are you so happy now?
How are you going out and having fun?
How are you, oh, how are you not still in love?
But I bit my tongue and just smiled
Said, "I'm good, that is been a while, how are you?"
How are you not waking up
Every night like I do?
I'm nowhere close to over us
So baby, how are you?
How are you better than you've ever been?
How are you not dying just a little bit?
I'm just trying to figure out
How are you so happy now?
How are you going out and having fun?
How are you, oh, how are you not still in love?
But I bit my tongue and just smiled
Said, "I'm good, that is been a while, how are you?" Mhm
How are you?
Said, "I'm good, that is been a while, how are you?"