These lonely nights Sleeping in the backseat of the car Reliving fights that broke my heart Bitter words that missed their mark But things could always get better Lonely nights it all came down Crashing in to burn me out Set me free from all these doubts That things'll never get better Let me apologize now Cause I've been a dick Short of bullying Or border-lining it I've been down I keep falling in I push you out again You had enough You'd think by now Will I get out of this? Am I a masochist? Send a psychologist Help me out Cause I've projected A thousand messages Into the universe that I want out I still walk by The apartment to see if you're alright These lonely nights Sleeping in the backseat of the car Reliving fights that broke my heart Bitter words that missed their mark But things could always get better Lonely nights it all came down Crashing in to burn me out Set me free from all these doubts That things'll never get better I'm overdoing it I'm overdosing it You can call it Self-sabotage Call in an ambulance A toxicologist Cause I can't find my goddamn pulse And I'm spitting out the venom now From bites on an open wound And I can't stop this infection with The ways I'm trying to I still walk by The apartment cause I'm not alright These lonely nights Sleeping in the backseat of the car Reliving fights that broke my heart Bitter words that missed their mark But things could always get better Lonely nights it all came down Crashing in to burn me out Set me free from all these doubts That things'll never get better Trauma checkpoints my memories Cause it's hard to forget The moments that You just can not believe Trauma checkpoints my memories Cause it's hard to forget The moments that You just can not believe Those moments never leave These lonely nights Sleeping in the backseat of the car Reliving fights that broke my heart Bitter words that missed their mark But things could always get better Lonely nights it all came down Crashing in to burn me out Set me free from all these doubts That things'll never get better