Dead or alive is this a nightmare If I want to survive will it cost my life Saying goodbye is my worst fear, but I'm not turning Back to a time when it was unclear If the demons inside were either wrong or right A hostage inside of my own mind, but I'm not turning back I'm not turning back I can hear the sirens sounding I can feel the fire burning I'll make myself the aftermath I can see the ashes falling But I know the rain is coming I'll break myself I'll make myself the aftermath Keep pulling me down, but I'm relentless They want me to drown, but I can fight all day Spinning around into nothing, but I'm not slipping Down in the grave that they made me Where nobody wants to be the one to bleed Less is the name that they gave me, but I'm not slipping down I'm not slipping down I can hear the sirens sounding I can feel the fire burning I'll make myself the aftermath I can see the ashes falling But I know the rain is coming I'll break myself I'll make myself the aftermath The Aftermath Dead or alive is this a nightmare If I want to survive will it cost my life Saying goodbye is my worst fear But I'm not turning No I'm not turning back I'll break myself to make myself I can hear the sirens sounding I can feel the fire burning I'll make myself the aftermath I can see the ashes falling But I know the rain is coming I'll break myself I'll make myself I'll make myself the aftermath