I been losing my direction Can't move on but I keep on steppin' Don't know what's right so I'm second guessin' People want me dead, this shit got me stressin' Got the 9 by my side it's a smith and wesson Try takin' what's mine it'll leave you breathless Every night I wanna die that's my confession Still zooted off the drugs bitch i'm young and i'm reckless She in my past but her memory still gon haunt me Movin' out I found your red hoodie in my laundry Still got love for you even though you don't want me Still got love for my enemies who done wronged me Every time I black out it leave me in a quandry I ain't check my voicemail, seein who done called me Moving on from my mistakes but it's still gonna cost me Holdin on to every word, everything that you taught me Lookin' different, they don't understand so they taunt me Only ones showin' love is my mom and my auntie Tryna run from my past, take a flight out the country When I step on the stage I just hope they applaud me I been losing my direction Can't move on but I keep on steppin' Don't know what's right so I'm second guessin' People want me dead, this shit got me stressin' Got the 9 by my side it's a smith and wesson Try takin' what's mine it'll leave you breathless Every night I wanna die that's my confession Still zooted off the drugs bitch i'm young and i'm reckless