Counting down to one, swelter in the sun But with you it don't feel so bad Even after months, now we're nearly done But release makes it all so sad I still taste your lips, pressure on my hips Feel your hand so small in mine I already miss being breathless when we kiss And I think I've lost my mind Curiosity got the best of me Now I'm here singing to myself All my fantasies and all my wildest dreams Put away on the highest shelf I can feel the rust, desert, and the dust Eat away at this heart of mine Engines all combust, doubting who to trust Going bust and I'm going blind And she says "Darling, there's so little of you left" I try to tell myself it's for the best But I can't find a heartbeat in my own damn chest And try, try, try as I might not, I won't forget