I find your lack of faith disturbing Conversations with the man in the mirror With a gun on my face and his hand on the trigger Time keep moving like the sands in the river That's a long way up from the land of the middle Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Acting like the sober me Got angels and satellites watching over me Coppers can't cope with me Cultivating coca leaves Blowing doja for the dopamine Smoking globally And I hope to be wise as the older me Open up my heart, set fire to the colder me Trying to refund every sin that they sold to me Fighting off these demons that been trying to get a hold of me, ay Dealing with the curse that the information brings So what you looking for? Is it ignorance or bliss? Living in a simulation where the imitation fits Got their souls in their stores, call that limited edition Lot of shoes but the floor's sold out So your band got to move their vans, step it outdoors Drowning models in the bottle this is round four Make it rain till I'm broke, call that downpour That's why she throw it down for Drop it low till your ass hit the ground floor Girl what you talking about? If you ain't sucking dick or talking money, what that mouth for? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Vader Series of serious depression hit my brain I've been going through some issues that's inflicting all the pain Depicting all the strange stories Allegories kind of gory, everytime I be flowing through my veins Ain't nothing changed, still looking for a change Got too many thoughts, lost track that's my train Got too many other motherfuckers in my lane And I prove to be better than what motherfuckers claim, yeah Accolades, stack of things Scrapping for the crap again Fuck all these rapper gangs trying to do it for the fame Or a new chain Living in a loop so you get overlapped again Entertain all the planes of illusion Bad trips from the shrooms you're abusing Got the knowledge but you don't know how to use it Living in the moment just to sabotage the future Real life trip sitter shit They know that I'm ill but they ain't sick of this Mr.666, Tony Splifton, Vincent Van Vader Fuck all these haters, yeah