I keep my whole world in a suitcase We didn't grow up at the same pace I never had a day job I never had a break up Maybe that's why i live stressed out Cause i never lived, i feel left out Been around for a long time I think it's my turn now But what if i, i don't have what it takes I feel like i'm only one, always one step away What if i made it up, made it up in my head I blame it on you Turn on me I'll figure it out Give me space I'll figure it out Give me nothing I'll figure it out Turn on me I'll figure it out Let me figure it out, out I'm doing shit i don't wanna do I should leave the house and enjoy the view Putting makeup on tryinna kill my days With nowhere to go you can't see my face Everything is out of control And i can't put it back Just leave me alone All you do is right And all i do is wrong I get paranoid I get paranoid What if i, i don't have what it takes I feel like i'm only one, always one step away What if i made it up, made it up in my head I blame it on you Turn on me Give me space I'll figure it out Give me nothing I'll figure it out Turn on me I'll figure it out Let me figure it out