Every time I'm here it hits me
But I still try to make the best
I love my friends I love my family
So why am I still so depressed
I'm just sitting here on my own nowhere to go
Never felt so far from home
But I grew up in these rooms
Maybe it's the weather or the time zone
The ocean's on the wrong side of the road on my drive home
Maybe it is something deeper in me
But I don't wanna look that hard I'll blame it on the city
Blame it on the city
Feel them looking round the table
Wondering why I can't be content
I don't have answers to their questions
I try to speak but they can tell
I'm just sitting here on my own nowhere to go
Never felt so far from home
But I grew up in these rooms
Maybe it's the weather or the time zone
The ocean's on the wrong side of the road on my drive home
Maybe it is something deeper in me
But I don't wanna look that hard I'll blame it on the city
I just gotta get back to California
I guess my messed up mind is easier to ignore there
I know it's probably something deeper in me
But I don't wanna look that hard I'll blame it on the city
Blame it on the city, oh
Blame it on the city, oh
I'm gonna blame it on
Blame it on the city