You see a shell in my gloom, for me it hurts I play this song just for you, it tears us down You see a shell in my gloom, for me it hurts And we are close On my bed the chance grows I've never seen the stars in my life And we are telling stories, inside You'll never reach me now Maybe it's unspeakable, but I must say Encrypted in my bones I know you're fighting for intimacy You see a shell in my room, you crack it down And being so far from my mind is terrifying I cant say I'm not feeling you far At least it didn't start before You'll never reach me now Maybe it's unspeakable, before it shines out Encrypted in my bones I know you're fighting for, but that is my crime All those things that we've never said They were crushing our minds upside down And the silence reluctantly ends On the feeling that I'm upside down