Smiling so hard all day it makes my gums bleed
Low energy so I have to force feed myself
To have the stamina to pretend to give a fuck
Subservient just to make a quick buck
So I can stare into space as you tell a dumb joke
Much funnier with my fingers wrapped around your fucking
Try to stay calm as the day drags on
And I try to stay calm as the day drags on
But I have to act like it doesn't bother me
Have to act like it doesn't bother me
Have to act like it doesn't bother me
Have to act like it doesn't bother me
Have to act like it doesn't bother me
Have to act like it doesn't bother me
Have to act like it doesn't bother me
Have to act like it doesn't bother me
When I'm swallowing my pride so much I want to throw up
Apologies from stupid boys who never want to grow the fuck up
Saw you with a girl but it wasn't me
Tryna keep it cool but it really hurts my feelings
Laying in bed and I'm begging for sleep
Now its 4 am and I'm going to rub my fucking clit off
Maybe I'm depressed or just fucking bored
Or a narcissist who doesn't want to be ignored
Have to act like it doesn't bother me
Have to act like it doesn't bother me
Have to act like it doesn't bother me
Have to act like it doesn't bother me
Have to act like it doesn't bother me
Have to act like it doesn't bother me
Have to act like it doesn't bother me
Have to act like it doesn't bother me