I never meant to hurt nobody before you so Thanks for showing me what evil I could do With my bag in the hall And my back on the wall 'Cause I'm too scared to sleep in my bedroom You never meant to hurt nobody, even me, so Thanks for this new memory of how not to be At the cost of the sound Of you being around I'll try not to forget what you sound like Oh trust me, I've been sober like a whole damn week now Hasn't been too hard except a couple freak outs 'Cause the eyes are on me Can they tell I'm a freak? And that I could've treated you fairly Oh, I know (I know) I wish this would not happen But I cannot control it Just be my friend Please I'll guilt myself for buying food and things I need to Live and make the music that I want to see I'm washed, up I'm a mess Look like shit in a dress And of course, it's the one that you gave me You might as well be reaching out to poison ivy Making all my friends too scared to stand behind me I'm unpredictable in the way that's not cool In a way that you can call me crazy ♪ Will you be my friend Or I will forget you All these memories we shared Will be gone too I know