I've been feeling off about the world Trying to be found Life is getting harder as I go I've drowned I try to find myself in all your madness But you don't seem to let me out Am I mad or am I reckless I'm stressed out I'm running for my life Trying to make it mine I'm running for my life Trying to make it mine Sip a cup of water Thoughts inside my head I forgot to pay my rent Oh, I don't have cash I just want my money And that's what makes me scared People think that I'm a fool Maybe I am This is not the story I tell my friends This is the whole truth, not that you care You can make me sad But you can't make me wrong This is a dare I'm running for my life Trying to make it mine I'm running for my life Trying to make it mine I'm running for my life Trying to make it mine But I feel it deep inside Things that I can't hide I'm crashing but at least I know that I'm alive Oh, I'm alive