I know that I got to hide Wish the world was on my side Try to deal with everything Many moments fleeing from my mind Can't even tell myself How can I tell somebody else That I'm in misery And pain, so insane And it's driving me crazy Right & wrong, I have to figure out When I'm feeling up, life always brings me down I'd rather be lost than ever be found Try all they want, they'll never figure me out People never care about who you are So why would I show them all of my scars Keep you in the dark Hide you from my heart I'm smiling, yes I'm smiling on the outside Know it from the start Tearing me apart But I'm dying, yes I'm dying on the inside Try to change the way I feel Cheap talks won't work on me Wanna know if this is real? I'll show the face I want you to see Been days since I last slept So many thoughts left to forget But my dreams, set me free Every day, must believe In a new reality I know I'm not alone, but I'm losing doubt Try to keep the faith, but I don't know how I'd rather be lost than ever be found Try all they want, they'll never figure me out People never care about who you are So why would I show them all of my scars Keep you in the dark Hide you from my heart I'm smiling, yes I'm smiling on the outside Know it from the start Tearing me apart But I'm dying, yes I'm dying on the inside There's a side of me you won't see No you'll never meet the real me There's a side of me you won't see No you'll never meet the real me I'd rather be lost than ever be found Try all they want, they'll never figure me out People never care about who you are So why would I show them all of my scars Keep you in the dark Hide you from my heart I'm smiling, yes I'm smiling on the outside Know it from the start Tearing me apart But I'm dying, yes I'm dying on the inside