Here I am talking 'bout discoveries Emptyness, how silly everything can be My words are strong My acts are weak The truth is different I wanted all Now I am standing here, don't give a damn I am lost in my past, in reality It drones in my head? a weird tone It sounds like I didn't lose I think there must be more I think there must be more But I don't wanna wait But I don't wanna But I don't wanna wait The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me Not a chance to show my capability I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me Not a chance to show my capability I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad Here I am hiding my head in sand Here I am swearing I am innocent Don't wanna crawl, don't wanna sink All on my own I wanted all But it's hard to believe I will stand on the top of the world And smile down Who will tell me where it is at all Who will tell me how to get there 'Cause I don't wanna wait I don't wanna I don't wanna I don't wanna wait The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me Not a chance to show my capability I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me Not a chance to show my capability I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad I wanted all But it's hard to believe I will stand on the top of the world 'Cause I don't wanna wait I don't wanna wait The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me Not a chance to show my capability I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me Not a chance to show my capability I'm mad, i'm mad, I'm mad The fucking Fortune is not The fucking Fortune is not The fucking Fortune is not smiling upon me