Why keeping a distance? Tell me how long I have to wait You're such a mistress Don't know how long this shit will take Recovery Stop making fun of me When I'm back up You're all fucked Self-Care, only me Since 99' I'm standing in the rain I'm so numb, there was only pain And now I hate you But I truly love you Now you gone You keep moving on And I got no time to hold on Yeah you gone I was almost sober Now I'm high, drunk and I'm a fucking loner I'm inside of my room and I told ya That I can't wait to meet again I need some changes but I can't Get you outta my fucking head Bringing me back to life Deciding 'bout left and right Inside of a cell, heaven and hell I feel both tonight Why keeping a distance? Tell me how long I have to wait You're such a mistress Don't know how long this shit will take Recovery Stop making fun of me When I'm back up You're all fucked Why keeping a distance? Tell me how long I have to wait You're such a mistress Don't know how long this shit will take Recovery Stop making fun of me When I'm back up You're all fucked Self-Care, only me