Damn I just damn I want damn I used to lust her but my homie got her pregnant and that dude was like my brother I
Seen her out in Georgia at my show and I just hugged her and she said they not together
Maybe we should have some lunch or
How bout dinner
And then breakfast she suggested but she laughed
Like she flirted I diverted when we met she sounded sad
I said you working, she said
"Daily, making doe I bust my ass to feed my kids
You got two kids?
"I got two kids with different dads"
She said her crib is halfway decent
"I thank God for what I have
But I'm living check to check its like I'm paying for my past
I be dating I be hating when I'm dating dudes are fast
Wanting pussy but they pussy
Hope that I'm not sounding crass
But I saw you on that stage and I'm so hype you chose your path,"
I said
Sorta kinda but the road to making cash
It got some bumps it got some hills and they forget you in a flash
Think she thought I wanted sex but then again I might be gassed
I remember when she sang her voice was Fergie mixed with Jesus
Now she said she only sings to make her babies fall asleep
And
I said maybe you should write, I could send a couple beats
She said I should spend the night instead of trying to come and preach
I used to be a mother fucker but it left me incomplete
And she was fine but I declined and then I finished up my speech
I said passion is a start to finding out the missing piece
To know your calling, if your want to capture happiness and peace
You got to dream girl
Dream girl dream girl
Dream girl
Turn your life into a movie and just dream girl dream girl
Dream girl dream girl
Everyday you got a duty that's to dream
Yes I give my number out to those who are supporters
So I met her through the net and I was blessed to come across her
She was special she was helpful when the industry was torturing my soul
We got close when she exposed she lost a daughter
That was only seven months, it was tragic I was asking
How her man was holding up she said the dude had packed his bags
'Cause she went in to depression
And he said he couldn't hack it
He was mad that she was sad and now she's mad that he abandoned her
And
I'm getting messages that I can't even answer
Lotta what the fucks and why's and how the hell did I get cancer
How am I supposed to tell her not to hold on to the pampers
And the room wit decorations and the teddy bear and pandas?
I
Can't help her, even songs that I be sending
They uplift her for a second
Make her value her possessions
So I came up with some crap about the child being a blessing
That was meant to grace her presence for a moment or a segment
And she's
Never dead
'Cause her soul is still existing but its best to let her go
While I was flowing she was listening
Even though I never met her 'cause our residents are distant
She would call me like a friend she asked me if I had a mission
I said
Well a little see 'cause rap is like a vessel
Got me speaking to the masses I'm a sent from heaven devil
So
Girl I know you trying to hit that upper level of your life
You can reach your child forever at night when you