Summer night, drinking wine By the fire, catching up You looking good, wish I could Tell you I was over us But I get high every night when I'm all alone Cause it helps me forget that I'm feeling low Told you I was doing fine It's a lie, you should know And if you want the truth I'm still in love with you No matter what I do I'm still in love with you Tell myself I don't care Who you're with, I'm losing my mind I picture you making love to someone else Tell me why I get drunk to shut up all these memories But I wake up and they come running back to me So have your fun giving up I guess you won, and I messed up