I feel so empty tired of being alone It's time I change my life and release all the shame What lies within me my spirit colder than a stone I'd give my life to live another life again Ecstasy calling me I cannot hear it Fantasy crawls on me I cannot feel it Sanity stalking me I do not fear it Endlessly watching me drawing me near it Look into my eyes and see the terror inside Every teardrop lets the pain drip down my face My life is over, yours is there for me to take Open up your soul, your life I will embrace I can feel you I'm in control I'll wake and take over your soul Your life I'll live no more danger I'll live your life free from anger Ecstasy calling me I cannot hear it Fantasy crawls on me I cannot feel it Sanity stalking me I do not fear it Endlessly watching me drawing me near it Why do I feel no change I'm feeling twice the pain Can't bear the endless shame The agony remains No hope remains I'm still the same With twice the pain By Abel2029