I don't remember the day when I let it in Now I greet the trigger, greet it as a friend I'm letting everything in, that feeds the habit Now it's growing deeper I don't know how it got out of reach, hey And now I'm falling, or im high beyond belief And I keep on asking, "How can I?" Tell me, "How do I?" Erase my mind 'Cause I can't hold it back no more Erase my mind 'Cause I can't take it all no more Erase my mind Take it all away, all away And it's a pattern that I cannot recommend 'Cause I'm here, I know this war will never end Yeah, I admit I found hope in the afterlife Or wherever I went I guess that I got what was coming I know its real but not reality, no Shutting down, divided, blinded Tell me, "How do I?" Erase my mind 'Cause I can't hold it back no more Erase my mind 'Cause I can't take it all no more Erase my mind Take it all away, all away