Once again I'm tormented By these poisonous thoughts By a thousand shadows That lurk in the deep In the ocean of mistrust I just want to disappear I despise myself right now But there's nothing I can do It has taken control Never wanted this to be this way I have lost myself again Forgotten sorrows, anger and despair Suddenly I recall it all too well Silenced echoes of a past life I've lost myself again Years have come and gone I have seen too much Seasons change Now I remember way too much Forgotten sorrows, anger and despair Suddenly I recall it all too well Silenced echoes of a past life I've lost myself Forgotten sorrows, anger and despair Suddenly I recall it all too well Silenced echoes of a past life I've lost myself again I'm still the one you know I'm still the one you know I'm still the one you know I'm still the one you know Yes, I am still the one you know But something wicked lives inside of me Beyond all light It slept beneath the frost Beyond all light Beyond all light It slept beneath the frost Beyond all light It slept inside of me Now it's awake It is awake It is awake The monster inside me