I always say what you want to hear Close my eyes, throw it all away I always make the same mistakes Over and over again I've forgotten everything I learned Constant tension, deprivation Once again you've got the best of me Oh God, It's driving me insane When he left I lost a part of me Take your secrets to your grave Just remember I won't forget I don't know why I walked away, why I turned my back on you But the past is something I can't fix I don't know why I walked away But tonight is my chance for a Last Goodbye Me versus me, is it all in my head? Father forgive me for I have sinned Father forgive me For I have sinned Father forgive me For I have sinned Oh God, it's always in my head When he left I was torn apart No farewells, no goodbyes Just remember I won't forget I don't know why I walked away, why I turned my back on you But the past is something I can't fix I don't know why I walked away But tonight is my chance for a Last Goodbye I was lost in the nothingness I created as my monument Swallowed by the tide, pulling me deeper and deeper under the wave I was lost in the nothingness I created as my monument Swallowed by the tide, pulling me deeper and deeper under the wave Pulling me deeper Deeper and deeper I always say what you want to hear Close my eyes, throw it all away The walls are closing in Discomfort leaning up beside me I don't know why I walked away, why I turned my back on you But the past is something I can't fix I don't know why I walked away But tonight is my chance for a Last Goodbye Oh God, It's driving me insane When he left I lost a part of me Take your secrets to your grave Just remember I won't forget