I'm holding on for dear life Trying to do everything right Trying to do everything And I can't help but feeling like Light at the end of the tunnel Nowhere in sight I know the river flows To the lowest it can go But I don't wanna hit a new rock bottom Anymore, anymore, anymore I find myself at a new depth And no less In a place I would never expect, yet Lower than I ever felt Thought that I was over it Guessing here I go again Until I really learn the lesson Once and for all Guess I still need a wake up call Cuz the more I hide The farther I'm from healing You told me I can change how I'm feeling So I'll take my time I will feel it all And maybe next time I won't have to fall Before I pick myself back up again Up again From under the weight of the world All the lessons I still need to learn I'm holding on for dear life Trying to do everything right Trying to do everything And I can't help but feeling like Light at the end of the tunnel Nowhere in sight I know the river flows To the lowest it can go But I don't wanna hit a new rock bottom Anymore, anymore, anymore I find myself at a new depth And no less In a place I would never expect, yet Lower than I ever felt Thought that I was over it Guessing here I go again Until I really learn the lesson Once and for all Guess I still need a wake up call Cuz the more I hide The farther I'm from healing You told me I can change how I'm feeling END