Like talking to him and being around him
And letting me know how blessed I am to have him in my life
My favorite memory about Mike is
The week at his home in Albany
It was a great time and happy birthday Mike
And I love you very much
And you wonder why it's weight on me
When moves being made gotta wait on me
I had to see Dad leave as I take my leaps
As he took last breathes
I woke up out my sleep
Ugh
Cold sweats I don't sweat it
Chest pains and a headache
Those lost days was a nightmare
Just to see him losing life it was unfair
So it's champagne for breakfast I sip while I shower
Ayy
I do it for hours
Been running from shit tend to feel like a coward
Ayy
Now I'm facing my problems
They wanted to shit on me I ain't allow it
Yea
And here I am smiling
I took some pennies and turned them to thousands
Ugh
Then threw more in the fountain
It's champagne for breakfast I sip while I shower
Ayy
I do it for hours
Been running from shit tend to feel like a coward
Ugh
Now I'm facing my problems
They wanted to shit on me I ain't allow it
Yea
And here I am smiling
I took some pennies and turned them to thousands
Ugh
Then threw more in the fountain
Ayy
Fake love made me real strong
Real pain real thoughts make a real song
When intentions are good but it's still wrong
You gone know what was right when that feeling come
If the wound deep enough it leave you feeling numb
Regardless of the beat structure imma still go dumb
Got it mapped out never was surprised when I won
A whole blueprint to life imma give my son
Every purity I got imma give my daughter
I'll never brag about the shit I bought her
Cuz good character you just can't buy it
A good soul man you just can't hide it
And God's will man you just can't fight it
Ugh
When faith and my logic colliding
None of this shit is surprising
We deal with it daily
All of this pain hypnotizing
Our traumas ourself what we fighting
I deal with my lady the moments we smile are exciting
This journey of love has been timing
Steadily working we working towards what we designing
Adjusting to switches of climate cuz nothing great easy
Either way I'm there when you need me
Either way you there when I need you
These moments are proven
I trust that God know what he doing
But losing my loved ones confusing
And I'm so sick of me losing
Aware it's perspective
But know that I live in the ruins
Where so much is ruined
We make the best out the worst
Cuz that's all that we know to keep doing
But I keep improving
While working on breaking this curse
And not losing myself as I do it
We gone get through it
What other choice do we have
When the only way I know is music
It's champagne for breakfast I sip while I shower
Ayy
I do it for hours
Been running from shit tend to feel like a coward
Ugh
Now I'm facing my problems
They wanted to shit on me I ain't allow it
Yea
And here I am smiling
I took some pennies and turned them to thousands
Ugh
Then threw more in the fountain
It's champagne for breakfast I sip while I shower
Ayy
I do it for hours
Been running from shit tend to feel like a coward
Ayy
Now I'm facing my problems
They wanted to shit on me I ain't allow it
Yea
And here I am smiling
I took some pennies and turned them to thousands
Ugh
Then threw more in the fountain
Ayy
Detoured me I paved my way
I still did shit my way
Farewell wishes that don't wish me well
They wanna see me gone to let them prevail
I've seen a lot of women but don't kiss and tell
I still balance pain with a broken scale
And finally I blossomed I'm out my shell
And fingers point at me cuz I'm doing well
If I'm the one to blame then I take it
Don't promise me forever then you break it
Promising me love and then you fake it
I take it how I take it
You fake it til you make it
Either you put it its still entertainment
Ayy
Are you not entertained
I'm still a Gladiator when I step in the ring
Pennies for my thoughts when I'm pushing for change
When every verse written is hitting its cocaine
Or booming like propane
Discomfort push growth
Nigga I'm pro-pain
To my myself made an oath
Stay me and don't change
That's gone be an oath
A favorite one that I quote I promise I won't break
And when love make me feel deranged
I hold on to pain
Extreme highs and lows but I know where I'm heading
Just at times I forget it
Shouting out bae cuz at times I'm a headache
Patched up heart need a hell of a medic
Trapped in the dark but reflect when I'm shedding my soul
I had a hard time letting it go
Every penny I throw
It's falling in the fountain
It's stopping me from drowning
And I love to give but I find it hard to take
No matter how I bend I won't break
So it's champagne for breakfast I sip while I shower
Ayy
I do it for hours
Been running from shit tend to feel like a coward
Ayy
Now I'm facing my problems
They wanted to shit on me I ain't allow it
Yea
And here I am smiling
I took some pennies and turned them to thousands
Ugh
Then threw more in the fountain
It's champagne for breakfast I sip while I shower
Ayy
I do it for hours
Been running from shit tend to feel like a coward
Ugh
Now I'm facing my problems
They wanted to shit on me I ain't allow it
Yea
And here I am smiling
I took some pennies and turned them to thousands
Ugh
Then threw more in the fountain
Ayy